I guess it's been quite a long time since my last update.
My life has changed significantly in the process.

so i've applied to college, and thus far, ive been accepted to two which is WONDERFUL. Rutgers and University of Pittsburgh are both in my back pocket which is grand. My goal, as of late, is to get accepted to Carnegie Mellon. I am absolutely DYING to get in. It is the only school i've applied to using my portfolio and aiming to head into art. we will see though. i'm not dead set on anything yet. and most likely, i wont get in.

another change in my life is the way im going to play the game. ive been fucked over way too many times to keep going about my business the same way. I'm officially raising my standards as high as i want them to be. high school boys no longer interest me, i am completely done. i dont deserve to be treated the way I have been, and I emotionally cant take another falling out. Its not worth my time.

More updates later.
KeWl